A Cake of Beautiful Chaos

 You brought out the wild in me.

A firey soul filled with passion,

Came with ease.

You lit a fire in my soul. 

But then watched it burn, over and over again.

The fire kept you warm.

It lit your way.

And now we are grasping to make a flame... but isn't love enough?

My pain, is your pain.

Your pain is mine.

Aligned.

I wonder if you dream of me when you lay next to me at night, 

Or have I faded, when I'm faded? 

Hugging the bathroom floor and my chest to stop the pain...you hold me, and love me the same... like I've loved you all of these years.

When I think of you my arms tense like they're wrapped around your body. I can smell your sweet scent, and find instant comfort.

Cozy, calm, and chaotic.

Your eyes draw me in, and push me out like waves. Always stuck in the undertow. 

Beautifully gasping for air, but lulled by the consistency. 

Let's travel the world

Make it our own. 

You can tell me exaggerated stories of lore, and I'll eat them up like I once did.

A cake of beautiful chaos... not a care in the world.

I love you, now. And always.